Left feeling beaten down

Lvl 91 running mostly maps with 3-6 affixes. 26 points in my atlas tree. 56% rarity on gear. All my towers get three tablets.

Scraping by with no currency to upgrade and all hope lost in finding a piece of gear worth anything on the ground. Feel like I dont have enough currency to even try to upgrade the drops from the ground. Havent seen a divine in 4 days. Any gear I look at on the trade site is 20 plus divines and I have 1 to my name.

My gameplay consists of slogging my way through the map looking for corrupted zones for more points that feel like they are doing nothing for my power level. All hope of upgrading my gear through the trade site is lost. I feel stuck and stagnant with my build / gear.

All my current gear is maxed out quality. All my gems are maxed out quality. I cannot afford putting 4 support gems in as it is too expensive. Cant afford gear upgrades from the trade site because people want 20 plus divines for mid - tier low rolled gear. Cant craft my own gear because crafting is not in a good place.

THIS IS NOT FUN.